Day 23 of my fitness plan

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pro ana

Its day 23, I’ve gained a pound from easter chocolate (124 now).

Today so far I’ve had one orange (70) and one small slice of raisin bread (70)

ahsguipghasui WHY DID I GAIN WEIGHT

also, my stats.

Last time, I measured myself, and I measured myself yesterday. I’ll show the changes below.

Bust: 31″ 30″

Waist: 25.5″

Hips: 32.25″ 31.5″

Butt: 35″

Upper thigh: 21.5″

Wrist: 6.1″

Upper arm: 10.5″

Forearm: 9.5″

Porescophobia

Autumn Bled

To fear gaining weight,
I’m already living my fear
Every day one more pound,
And I’m still only half way there.
The fortitude of starvation
Is becoming ever more attractive
To my short-coming eye.
I don’t see my heart growing stronger
So why not my stomach.
Not to say I’d diverge
Or necessarily take away
But to merely get rid of
This is what I wish.
For the sake of my
Porescophobia.

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Introductions.

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anorexia, bulimia, diary, eating disorders, personal, pro ana, thinspiration

Hey there, my name is S. I’ve been in and out of anorexia/bulimia for the past three years, constantly struggling with poor self-esteem, weight fluctuations and, of course, pro ana. I’ve gotten back on the figurative horse with a 32-day workout plan to lower my body fat%, and although it’s only the  12th day, I’ve lost 3 lbs and I’ve gotten thinner everywhere, with more muscle definition. By the time my 16th birthday comes around in August, I hope to by 97 pounds (10 lbs lower than my LW), and I hope I’ll have a support system here to help me through! Unfortunately, I won’t be posting very often, as there is only one computer in my house and I’m hardly ever alone, but I’ll try to log on as often as possible.